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I would give anything to be healthy, psychically and mentally.
It tears me apart looking at these kids who constantly bitch about not having enough. Because I want to be just like them.  You have no idea how much I do.  And I have tried so hard, but  I guess that life just isn't fair that way.  All I want is a family that can eat together at night, or have a brother and sister that I don't have the responsibility of raising when mommy and daddy get sick of being parents and decide to hit the boodles hard.  I want to be healthy, I want to be able to dance in the rain without being sick for three months. Or to be able to do things like a normal kid should have. I'm glad that we live in a big old fancy house, and that we look nice to people in the real world. I would trade all of that in a second for a happy healthy life.  I find myself saying less and less, doing less and less. Now only a matter of time before I become nothing. And I guess after awhile of being called something, It's what you become.